Friday, April 11, 2008

The Love of My Life

... You thought I was gonna say a name didnt you lol well to tell you the truth I dont know :-/

There was J*** :( I thought it was him boy was I wrong those of you who know me know who Im talking about being that I have his name tattooed on me :-/ Mistake? No! A careless decision? Yes! No regrets just learning... Three years of rocky roads finally lead me to a dead end and I refused to stay there.... BFF to the rescue lol here she came with here rock climbing equiptment and out I was! Thanx boo!

There was C******* what an experience! A highschool crush turn into a relationship from hell... It was good at first I mean arent they all? The nicest, coolest, funniest guy I met lol arent they all? but neways ...Abused in all aspects definitely was a wake up call! Im better than that! Love shouldnt ever cost your health smh Only took a couple months for me to realize that! SMH Psycho turned stalker, I try to keep my distance seems we just keep crossing paths... God help me!

There was T****** definitely not the love of my life but he had his impact.... R.I.P my baby boy thats all Im gonna say! :'( He gave me first child but God then took him away... God makes no mistakes!

There is S****** Now hes my homie! Known him for over 5 years and nothings changed... He's the realest nigga I know! He's cool as hell, honest, considerate, hilarious, smart, cute (in my opinion) , Wait...Why arent I with him?! HMMMMM Im a get back to yall on that ;)

There is M********I think I found the one :-* Hes the love of my life as of right now!Lol

There is M**** Now alot of you wouldnt expect him to be on my list but I think I loved him the most out of everyone.... He had me doing things I never thought I would do. I was crazy in love. He controlled my life for the past two years. He was all I could think about and all I wanted! It wasnt healthy at all I jeopardized my life a few times for him SMH Never Again! I learned he isn't everything and I have to put myself first... I still love him but hes's no longer the love of my life... Plus I heard "He's the root of all evil" Ya digg!

Well that about sums it up from past to present.... The love"s" of my life LMAO

1 comment:

Eve said...

Lmao and I don't like not a near one of em... well maybe S*****. He seems to be getting his act together and when you're happy I'm happy :)

Lmao you forgot about missin fingers or was he not worth mentioning?

You're choice in mens (yes with an S) has matured so much. Grown & sexy ent! You dropped that zero and got you a hero *in my Ricki Lake audience member voice*

Oh and M****, that nigga is a PIMP but we're his bottom bitches for life! Nobody grinds for him like we do. I think that's why we're such BFFs cause of that nigga. We share a love for him that most people don't understand and I don't think they ever will....